Worthy Of

I love love this song by Justin Timberlake.. Love the melody and the lyrics too.. Enjoy!

Girl I find you so amazing
With everyday I learn more about you
The way that you work day out and day in
And still find time for us too

I love the fact that you're there for me when I feel down
No matter what I'm going through
Lately I've been questioning myself
Am I good enough for you?

Am I worthy of?
Am I man enough?
Am I strong enough?
To maintain this love
You've got me questioning
Got me wondering
Could I be that man?
That can keep you happy..

I know that there'll times when I'll be miles away
And you'll be all alone
I constantly fight my insecurities
When I can't reach you by phone

And, oh Lord knows that I'm only human
So please forgive me if I ask many silly questions
I know that you trully love me but
Fear has me second guessing

Girl excuse my ways
I'm not trying to push your love away
Its just that sometimes my imagination gets the best of me
I still love you baby everyday

Less Sleep More Sleep ;P

wew, mulai deh insomnia gw kambuh lagee. ceritanya kan sekarang lagi puasa ya, sedangkan gw kalo tidur jam 11 atau 12an biasanya nggak kebangun tuh jam2 3an pas waktunya sahur itu. jadilah gw hajar nggak tdr sampe jam 4.. setelah sahur dan mau tidur, adooh nggak bisa tiduurr. gubrak-gubruk bolak balik badan ke kiri kanan, tetep aja gabisa tidur. akhirnya jam stgh 5 pagi gw nyalain laptop, chatting2 sama dede sampe jam stgh 6. tapi abis itu teteeepp masih blm ngantukk, dan gw bener2 bisa tidur tuh jam 6 lebih gitu, udh subuh, suara burung2 berkicau juga udh kedengeran... padahal tadi pagi ada meeting jam 10 jadi hrs bgn jam 8. jadilah pagi ini cuma tdr 2 jam, dan pas gw berangkat ke curtin jg mukanya yg masih ngantuk2 gitu. uuhh buka mata susah bgt rasanya!

tadinya selesai meeting gw mau ke city sama dayu, tapi kata dia sorean aja soalnya dia baru bangun. yaudah gw pulang dan berusaha ngelanjutin tdr gw doong. jam 1 smp jam stgh 3 gw tidur, trus kebangun dan gabisa tidur2 lagi. malah kepala jadi pusing. kali ini gw ngantuk tp tetep gabisa tidur :( huaaah rasanya keseeellll... kenapa sih tidur aja susaah. padahal gw paling suka tidur !

akhirnya gw keluar kamar jam 6, menyiapkan buka puasa dan sekarang blogging sambil nonton tv, sambil terkantuk2 tentunya... huhuhu..

I Got Tagged ?!

I got tagged by mayapantad! ehhehehe.. Don't really understand the purpose of tagging and being tagged, tho.. So let's have a look at the following tagged rules:

• Each blogger must post these rules.
• Each blogger starts with eight random facts / habits about themselves.
• Blogger that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
• Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they've been tagged and to read your blog.

ready? lets get started..

i'm too easily influenced by others

namanya juga anak muda kali ya? pokoknya gw gampang bgt terpengaruh sama omongan orang. misalnya, gw harus memilih antara 2 hal. walaupun gw sreg sama A, tapi kalo orang lain bilang B, gw pasti bakal goyah sama pendirian gw sebelumnya. taoi untungnya ya untuk hal2 kecil aja sih gw kepengaruh... kalo udh urusan yg penting dan masalahnya besar, gw lebih percaya pendapat gw sendiri doong..

gw suka ngupil

entah kenapa menurut gw ngupil itu enak bgt dan bikin lega. hahaha.. bukannya jorok ya. tapi kan tujuan dari ngupil itu sendiri ya ngebersihin hidung kita toh? bahkan saking seringnya ngupil, gw sampe suka kecewa kalo udh merogoh2 ke dalem hidung tapi ternyata tdk ada lagi satupun upil tertinggal di dalemnya. uughh..

i always want to be loved and to be cared about

yah namanya juga perempuan ya kaann? gw suka kl ada orang yg menyayangi dan memperhatikan gw secara obvious. maksudnya, bener2 nunjukin kl mereka itu sayang dan perhatian sm gw. misalnya nyokap yg rajin menanyakan kabar gw setiap hari dan selalu bilang 'i love you' di akhir sms nya. rasanya senang diperlakukan seperti itu. tp gw juga gampang bgt sedih kl org yg gw perhatiin dan gw sayangin nggak memperlakukan gw secara begitu juga. sayang, ternyata nggak semua org sadar kl itu penting buat gw.. perhatian itu kan bisa ditunjukin lewat hal2 kecil. the simplest things ya sekedar sms atau telf. itu aja itu udh sangat2 berarti kok, tanpa mereka harus melakukan segala keromantisan yg gombal bombay. tp ya itulah, org yg gw harapkan bisa memperlakukan gw begitu (dan jelas2 dia tau gw pengen diperlakukan begitu), malah nggak pernah nunjukin perhatian sperti itu.. *sigh*

i'm a big spender

kalo lagi pengen sesuatu, biasanya gw nggak pikir panjang sebelum membeli barang itu. entah itu baju, atau buku, atau apapun.. uuh. rasanya ini bener2 harus diubah deh yaa.. kadang2 saking ngidamnya sama sesuatu barang, gw beli aja tanpa tau kegunaannya. dan end up nya sih barang itu cuma dipake sekali - dua kali dan ditaro di ujung lemari aja sesudahnya.

i'm a heavy sleeper

hahaha entah kenapa gw suka banget tidur. rasanya nikmat beneerrr kalo udh ketemu bantal dan tdr dgn nyamannya di bawah selimut! trus besokannya pasti nggak bangun2 dan gw selalu tidur lebih dari 8 jam sehari lho! hueheheeehe..

i'm such a crybaby ToT

gw gampang bgt nangis untuk hal2 yg nggak penting, terutama kl lagi ntn film. ya ampuun, kadang malah nangisnya lebih heboh dariapda actor nya! abis kayaknya kl liat kehidupan orang lain yg menyentuh tuh rasanya gimanaaa gitu, jd pengen ikutan nangis juga.. kl lagi punya masalah juga, biasanya gw gampang sekali nangis. capek juga sih ngelurain aer mata untuk hal2 nggak penting. tapi somehow the tears rolling down my cheek so easily i can't even control it..

gw suka jutek

sebenernya sih nggak bermaksud pasang tampang jutek atau nyebelin lho ya. tapi kalo perasaan hati lagi kesel dan nggak enak, rasanya susah bgt buat nutup2in. ditambah pula, pada dasarnya muka gw udh jutek, lagi diem dan nggak bete pun keliatannya cemberut, hehe..

i have a very short term memory

ini nih yang gw sebeell. entah kenapa deh rasanya kok gampang bgt lupa sama hal2 penting, misalnya lupa naro kunci dimana, lupa hari ini tgl berapa, lupa hari2 ultah temen uuhh.. serem nih masih muda udh pikun, gmn tua nya nanti??

Orang-orang yg gw tag adalah semua org yg baca blog ini deh, especially Adi, Wendy, Mira, Mendi, dll. enjoy :)

Ratatouille.

FINALLY!

huaahhh, setelah lebih dari sebulan begging2 ke dede untuk ntn film ini, akhirnya kesampean juga walopun udh agak basi sih ya? hehehe gapapaa yg penting sekarang udh puasss!

nggak nyesel, ternyata emang bagus bgt.. lucu.. salute for Pixar and Walt Disney Pictures for successfully delivering an original-extraordinary story through an incredibly great animation pictures..

gambarnya halus dan real banget, emang ya teknologi cartoon jaman sekarang,

nggak bisa disamain sama cartoon2 Walt Disney jaman dulu

kayak Lion King etc.

baguuss.. Ratatouille ini menurut gw film kartun kedua terbaik setelah The Incredibles

(juga bikinannya Pixar and Walt Disney).

Kereenn. I like it I like itt :)

Dapet 4 bintang deh!

We Saw the Rainbow..

on the way to Toys R Us, we saw this beautiful rainbow when we were on Shepperton Rd..

*keliatan jelas nggak rainbow nya?*

keren keren kereeennn..

FREEE !

Curtin has been very nice by letting us have a tuition free week - a week free from classes and lectures, yay ! we have heaps of assignments which due after the break, though.. so i guess this week i'll have one or two group meetings and have to finish some part of my assignments..

However, me and dede has planned many things to do during the break, hoho. We gotta go to Toys R Us (see how childish he is? hehehe..), Hoyts cinema to watch 2 movies at least, Ikea (maybe), breaking our fast with potuguese chicken from Charcoal Chicken, and he's gonna be a plumber for a while to set-up the toilet shower in my house..

And for next week, i think i really wanna go to Perth Royal Show since Indonesia is being the guest nation for this annual event. I wanna know what are they going to promote about Indonesian, and am very excited to watch Guruh Soekarno Putra's dancer team to perform our traditional dance.. Plus, i've never been to PRS before.

What am I gonna do now? I have to prepare my presentation about Wesfarmers, searching on Australian hospitality industry background, doing advertising project, and so on.. heheeee.. menyebalkaaann...

The Wedding Planner.

Hehe, tadi iseng2 buka www.weddingku.com, ya ampuunn.. saking informative nya tuh website sampe bikin gw jadi nggak sabar pengen nikahan.. semua lengkap deh, mau cari apa aja tentang wedding pasti ada disitu :)

dan akhirnya gw jadi ngitung2 kira2 buat kawinan itu perlu berapa sih? dan hasilnya adalaahh.. *eng ing eng...* 40 juta untuk 500 undangan sajaa.. mahal ya. itu juga udh yg minimal lho.. udh termasuk venue, catering, documentary, kebaya, souvenir dan invitation. blm lagi make up artist nya, trus kl ada upacara2 jawa seperti siraman dan midodareni atau apalah itu namanya (secara gw org jawa ya kan..), pasti bisa smp 50 juta lebih..

itu sekarang, nanti jamannya gw bener2 mau nikah pasti rate nya udh lebih mahal daripada itu.. huhuhu.. nabung dari sekarang ah.. hehehe. groom nya siapa sih itu urusan nanti yaa, dikasih jodohnya siapa dan kapan, tapi kl saving money dan planning ini-itu buat wedding impian, boleh dari sekarang doong? hehehe.. terlalu muluk2 juga nih impian gw.

teruuss, tadi gw juga liat foto2 wedding candid, baguus-bagus bangett. hebat ya fotografernya pada bisa aja dapet ekspresi natural pengantin (plus keluarga pengantin), yg segitu bagusnya.. salute !

kalo mau ngomongin soal pernikahan impian sih gw pengennya yg private, simple, dan classy. trus kalo bisa resepsi nya garden party gt, dimana gw sama si calon suami bisa berbaur sama semua tamu2nya dan ngerasa deket sama mereka semua (much2 better kan daripada ngundang 1000 orang tapi pas salaman kita sendiri bingung 'ini siapa ya?').. tapi yaah, orang tua kami kan pasti jg pengen mengundang temen2 mereka toh? impian punya private party udh nggak mungkin terwujud deh.. gapapa asal semua pihak senang..

dari hasil research (ciee), 2 venue favorit gw adalah Hotel Manhattan di Casablanca, sama Hotel AliLa nggak tau dimana, hehe. tp kl disitu udh sepaket sama cateringnya.. jadi mungkin sebaiknya di Balai Sudirman aja yg deket rumah, hahahha... gw pernah masuk sih ke dlmnya, lumayan gede juga kok, bangunannya juga bagus ;)

aahhh nggak sabar nggak sabaarrr... I WANNA GET MARRIED SOON ....

tapi setelah research ini dan itu, semangat ngitung2 budget buat ini-itu, tiba2 gw mikir "eh eh, kl org udh nikah, bisa bosen nggak ya? bangun tdr, mau tdr, sama org yg sama.. udh gt kl gw gak bisa jd istri yg bener, misalnya gabisa masak, trus suami gw minta divorce, gimanaa??"

DUENG!

baru ngeh deh gw kl hakekat dari pernikahan itu sendiri (wuahahah..) jauuuhh lebih complicated daripada sekedar mempersiapkan pestanya.. yasudah, abis itu jadi nggak semangat lagi gw browsingnya, hahaha.. hmmph, umur gw sekarang 20 thn, pengen nikah umur 23 (walopun kecil kemungkinan gw nikah umur segini sih..), punya anak umur 25, have a very wonderful family and live happily ever after.. live happily ever after with my loved ones. that's what i really want :) and i don't bother about my (to-be) wedding party anymore..

killing the time.

hehe, i have lots of things to do though.. i haven't finish my tute excercise which is due tomorrow, i haven't touched my advertising project, and i haven't started working on my presentation for the week after tuition free week.

so what do i do now? i'm waayy more interested in blogging than working on my homeworks. why do i like blogging so much i don't mind spending hours watching the screen and punching the keyboard? i don't know.. i'm quite wondering myself because all i know is, i'm not good at writing.. i always find it hard to express my feeling with words, to create something that can be enjoyed by the readers..

maybe i should start with letting you to get to know me better. well.. i don't know how to start. okay, my name is dita. i'm so lucky to have a wonderful family, beautiful friends and a lovable boyfriend. i have one brother, a year younger than me, whose currently living in brisbane. i miss him very very much cause we haven't met for more than a half year ! and it will take another 1 year for us to meet, i guess *sigh*.. back to the old days, we were always fighting and arguing when we were kids.. we fought over something silly, and argued over anything stupid and not worth arguing at all.. haha, and i have to admit that i hated him very much! but not now.. now i really missed himmm..

my parents are living in jakarta now and i can't imagine how lonely they have been since me and my brother went study overseas. aah i miss you both mum, dad.. i'll be there in months, just wait, okay??

and i have this lovable bf for 1,5 year (including 2 months of breaking up, hehe).its not that we're having an on-off relationship, just there was a point when he didn't think we're having a 'healthy' relationship.. so we broke up. and now we start it all over again.. i'm happily attach to him, i must say :) but i won't expect too much from this anymore. just see what's gonna happen next..

emm, i don't really get a long well with new people. i don't know why i always feel awkward to abe around them.. maybe that's why i don't have so many friends. its not that i don't want to make friends with new people, it just takes time for me to really show them who i really am *cieee..* but its truuee..

gotta go to work now, byee...

facebook fever.

iseng iseng, akhirnya tadi mlm gw join facebook, hahahha... bbrp hari terakhir ini sih gw ngeliatin wendy yg asik main2an facebook, trus jadi penasaran, trus join deh.. yaah intinya sih facebook itu pengembangan dari fs lah.. lebih banyak feature nya aja, bisa ngirim2 kado (virtual) ke temen2, bisa gigit2an smp terinfected vampire virus dll, haha kocak.. tp gw blm bgitu ngerti gmn cara mainnya.. mesti lebih banyak belajar dari wendy kali yaa? hehehe...

grabbed.

i've just grabbed these photos from maya *pantad*.

this photo taken by wisnu, on jaredita's funeral.

jadi sedih sekali rasanya kl inget waktu itu :(

menurut cerita mamanya jare, dulu jare pernah bilang kl dia pengen pas meninggal nanti ada banyak balon gas dilepas, sebagai simbol kepergian dia, sbg simbol kl kita udh bener2 ngelepas dia.

yeah, semua org pasti akan meninggal, thats the fact.

tapi nggak ada seorangpun yg mengira dia akan pergi secepet ini.

di foto yg di kiri itu, kan kita yg megang balon ada di pinggir dkt tembok yah,

nah peti jenazahnya nantinya lewat di depan kita.

dan begitu petinya lewat, kita sambil ngelepas balon2 itu.

oh ya, di tiap balon juga ditempelin kertas yg isinya semua testimonial dan pesan2 dari temen2nya jare.

mostly sih isinya bilang "rest in peace ya jar, we'll miss u a lot"

waktu itu rasanya sedih bgt, sediihh bgtt.

ooh, tapi lebih sedih lagi pas pemakamannya.

gw nggak bisa nahan nangis pas liat petinya dimasukin ke dlm liang kubur dan pelan2 ketutup sama tanah..

rasanya gimanaa gitu bener2 g bisa dijelasin dgn kata2..

kl gw nangis, itu bukan karena gw nggak ikhlas lho jar..

gw tau lo udh tenang dan bahagia sekarang.

gw nangis karena gw sayang elo, karena gw msh pengen bgt ktmu lo dan bercanda2 lg kayak dulu, karena ada banyak hal yg cuma bisa gw ceritain ke elo.. tapi gpp, gw msh bisa curhat sama si "willem" kok :) di buku itu kan lo bilang sendiri, "buku ini baru setengah jalan, dan gimanapun caranya cerita kita hrs ada di buku ini ya ta, sampe kita punya anak nanti (mau mauu !)"

haha, you never fail makes me laugh, even now when you're gone, those sweet memories will always be remembered.. always..

Bad Day.

I'm so so tired with a very bad baaddd mooodd.

uugh, not good not good..

these assignments are killing meeee..

HELP !

I'm stuffed.

Tadi sore gw sama dd buka puasa di rumah Kak Kino lagi, sperti buka hari pertama kemaren. Tapi kali ini bukan karena diundang sih, pengen aja buka disana makanya kita juga sempetin beli lauk dulu di Bintang untuk dibawa.. Di Bintang kita beli bala-bala (baru denger makanan ini, and it turned out to be a bakwan), empal sama ayam goreng *ayam gorengnya buat gw sendiri sih, hehe*. Lumayan juga beli di Bintang soalnya dd kerja disana and therefore he deserves a 50% off for every purchase there, hehehhe..

Di rumah Kak Kin udh ada Haziq, Hafiz, Jerz, dan yg lainnya pas kita sampe. Abis makan2, gw duduk di sofa depan tv, eehhh kok enak bener ya sofanya.. sumpah bikin gw langsung ngantuk! disitu nonton tv juga dengan mata yg udh mau ketutup setengah saking ngantuknya.. Jam 8 lewat kita pamit pulang, trus dibawain bubur kacang ijo, hihi asik. Makasiiihhh Kak Kiinnn :)

Pas sampe rumah gw sama dd makan deh tuh bubur kacang ijo nya 1 container berdua. Masih ada sisa 1 container lagi gw masukin kulkas. Jadi kenyang... trus kita ntn Ekskul di youtube.com, yg karena diselingin ntn "funny commercials" (juga di youtube) jadi nggak mood lagi ntn ekskul, hehe udh kebanyakan ketawa soalnya..

Tiba-tiba eh tiba-tiba, jam 12 kok gw ngerasa agak laper dan pengen bgt pizza ya?
dita : dee.. pengen pizza deh tiba2..
dd : ya ampun.. mau beli sekarang?
dita : nggg... *mikir2 karena kayaknya kok maruk amat ya malem2 blm waktunya saur udh beli pizza*
dd : gapapa, kita beli di allnite aja.. yuk..
dita : ooh, oke.. asikkkkk..

ahahaha pengertian sekali ya dia smp mlm2 gw ngidam pizza juga dijabanin. Satu2nya toko pizza deket sini yg open 24 hours ya cuma allnite cafe di albany highway. Pas sampe sana lagi rame bgt, soalnya ada football match di TV nya.. Tadinya gw order BBQ chicken, tapi chicken nya abis jadi pesen Egyptian Pizza deh. Abis pesen disuruh tunggu dulu, kita nunggu sekitar 20 menit.

Pas akhirnya pizza itu jadi, kan buat take away tuh pesennya, ya ampun wangi sekaliiii.. baunya bener2 pizza *ya iyalah namanya juga bau pizza* ! kita makan di rumah gw, total ada 8 slices pizza yg abis kita makan berdua saat itu juga.. kira2 dlm stengah jam pizza nya ludesss.. oh em gee.. alhasil kita kekenyangan dan sayapun memutuskan utk tdk sahur mlm ini.. hehehehe kenyaaannnggg bgtttt.. Alhamdulillah..

Tapi selesai makan dan dd pulang, gw sama wendy masih hrs ngerjain presentasi.. Sebenernya si Wendy yg lebih banyak kerja, gw bego bgt soal bikin slides.. Aduh I'm so sooryyy wennn.. Mudah2an yg gw kerjain barusan udh cukup deh buat di meeting-in besok.

Sekarang gw mau tdr dgn nyenyaknya karena bsk hrs bangun jam 9,. sekarang udh jam 4 pagi.. nite everyone... *hoaahhhmmm..*

Ketika.

Satu lagi film indonesia yang menurut gw bisa dibilang bagus: Ketika.

Film dibuka dengan tulisan "cerita ini terjadi ketika hukum di indonesia ditegakkan..", yeah sort of begitu lah.

Ceritanya tentang keluarga Pak Tajir Saldono (Deddy Mizwar) yg bangkrut sebangkrut bangkrutnya gara2 dolar naik sampe 25rb rupiah. Bisnisnya hancur, sedangkan dia punya banyak hutang sama negara. Tiba2 rumah pak tajir didatengin petugas pemerintah yg mau menyita semua aset mereka. Mulai dari rumah, sampe baju yg mereka pake, semua disita.

Untungnya Pak Tajir sekeluarga punya hubungan yg cukup baik sama keluarga pembantu mereka.. Keluarga pembantu yg segitu setianya sampe rela kerja sama pak tajir walopun gak digaji.

Basically sih film ini nyeritain gimana keluarga ini bisa survive. Banyak kejadian lucu yg mereka alamin, pokoknya seru lah.. Aktinya Deddy Mizwar, Lydia Kandou dan Nacita keren bgt. Pesan moral yg bisa diambil dari film ini juga bagus banget.

Terlepas dari visual effect yg aneh (tp cuma di awal2 film kok), film ini patut diacungin jempol. Tapi kenapa "Ketika" nggak cukup rame dibicarain banyak orang ya? Padahal film ini adalah refreshment buat kita2 yg jenuh sama film indo yg isinya humor jayus dan alur yg nggak realistis lho..

Saur hari ketiga.

nanti saurnya apa yaa?? kayaknya mau bikin sup deh. isinya tahu tofu sama toge, sama telor. wew, sederhana sekali ya. itu appetizer nya, main course nya mau nasi sama tahu goreng deh.. hahahha, banci tahu bgt deh ya. abis itu minum soy bean ah.. mudah2an bsk kuat puasanya, kan udh supply banyak pas saurnya, hehe..

just another long day...

hari jumat. bangun tidur pagi2, "kriiiiinngggg... kriiiinnngggg" (incoming call dari dayu), setengah terantuk2 gw angkat telf nya.

gw: halooo...
dayu: ciiiieennnnn!!! baru bangun yaa????
gw: iya, knp cieennn?? *dgn suara yg tiba2 jadi seheboh dayu, hehe*
dayu: tau nggak cienn, ada tetangga kita yg meninggal ! barusan dayu liat banyak polisi gt di depan rumah, trus banyak tim forensik sama org2 yg kayak detektif gituu.. polisinya ngetok rumah dayu nanya dayu tau nggak kl ada tetangga yg meninggal, kenal nggak sama org yg di unit 4.. yaah dayu gatau ciin.. jadi ngeriii, dayu masih gemeteraann..
gw: haaa, tetangga yg mana cienn?? rumahnya yg mana??
dayu: kayaknya sih yg punya mobil warna-warni itu, soalnya polisinya pada ngerumunin depan situ..
gw: oohh, yg plumber ya? dia kan advertise plumber service di mobilnya..
dayu: iya iya yg itu cienn..

wedeww, jadi ngerii.. tetangga sendiri meninggal di rumahnya secara tdk wajar.. dan biasanya mobilnya diparkir pas depan rumah gw. dari dulu mobilnya disitu terus nggak pernah bergerak, eeh baru 2 mlm yg lalu tiba2 mobil itu g ada, dipindah parkirnya ke depan pager.. ternyata dia memang niat mindahin mobilnya dulu sebelum meninggal.. apparently he has committed suicide..

ooh, and fyi, dayu and me are neighbours.. we're just 2 or 3 houses away.


siangnya, gw cuma ada kelas jam 12 smp 1.30, tapi habis itu ada group meeting sama Marie, Wendy & Tom di abacus. just so you know, ternyata si Tom itu agak gede omong juga, keliatannya doang jago ini itu, padahal bikin slide buat presentasi aja gabisa.. huuu bule dodol *soorryyy tommm*. akhirnya Wendy deh yg ngerjain slide nya while i was in class.. sekitar jam 2.30 meetingnya selesai, hari ini ujan besaaarrrr...

abis meeting si wendy ngajak ke Harbour Town, mau cari kado buat bokapnya yg bentar lg ultah. kita ke millner college dulu jemput Yossie (wendy's lil sist), trus ke city karena disana janjian ketemuan sama odri & marissa. agak lama juga sih nunggu marissa, dia sempet hampir nyasar soalnya, hehe.

sampe harbo, kita muter2 liat ini itu, smp akhirnya stuck di toko sepatu Shoe Rack, spatunya lucuu2 bangettt.. ada flat shoes yg pw sekali, tp sayang bahannya gampang kotor. trus end up nya gw beli soft-gold-ankle-strap-flats yg enak sekali dipakenya.. yesss, beli sepatuuu ::))

abis itu kita stuck lagi di valley girl, hehe. i got a cropped pants, a striped sweater, and a basic buttonned shirt buat presentasi.. and it only cost AU$20 altogether, nyehehehe i'm so so luckyyy..

gw sempet buka puasa dulu disana, minum powerade biru sama makan roti berisi sayur2an dan ayam.. pulangnya, kita kan mesti jalan kaki ke train station tuh, rasanya jauuuuhhh bgtt jalannya.. di city, yg lain pada dinner di carillon city food court sementara gw yg udh kenyang cuma ngeliatin mereka aja sambil ngabisin powerade gw.

selesai makan, kita naik blue cat ke arah busport untuk anterin marissa catch bus 940 ke arah booragoon.. abis itu baru deh kita pulang, rasanya capeekkk bgtbgtbgttt..

pulangnya cuci piring2 di dapur, cuci baju karena baju kotor udah menumpuk, trus harusnya sih ngerjain slide presentation tapi nanti dulu deh, msh blm mood gini rasanya. but i'll finish it up soon after publishing this post..

windy-breezy-rainy.

sekarang udh jam 1.20, harusnya 20 menit lagi gw catch bus 342, tapi sekarang lagi ujan badaii.. anginnya kenceeeng bgt. bisa2 gw ketiup angin nantii.. uhuk uhukk. masa' susah2 ke uni berjuang melawan badai hanya untuk kelas sejam setengah saja? hmm, pergi nggak ya pergi nggak ya.. *bingung*

Marhaban Ya Ramadhan

Nggak kerasa, 2 hari lagi puasa! Mulai deh sibuk mikir, sahurnya makan apa aja ya nanti? Puasa harus nahan napsu nih. Napsu meninggalkan belajar demi main2 lah, napsu belanja lah, napsu makan apalagi... Hehehe.. Dan harus, harus haruuss rajin sholatnya.. ya ampuun akhir2 ini banyak bolongnya nih sholat.. astaga.

What does fasting mean anyway?
"Ramadan - a month of obligatory daily fasting in Islam is the ninth month in the Islamic lunar calendar. Daily fasts begin at dawn and end with sunset. Special nightly prayers called, Taraweeh prayers are held. The entire Quran is recited in these prayers in Mosques all around the world. This month provides opportunity for Muslims to get closer to God. This is a month when a muslim should try to:

- See not what displeases Allah
- Speak no evil
- Hear no evil
- Do no evil
- Look to Allah with fear and hope"

(www.islam101.com)

more or less like that..

Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa buat semua temen2 yg merayakannya, semoga puasa kita lancar dan menjadikan kita muslim yg jauh lebih baik.. untuk seterusnya lho, bkn cuma pas puasa doang.. hehe. Mohon maaf ya apabaila ada kata2 atau perbuatan gw yg salah dan kurang berkenan.. Marhaban ya Ramadhan...

being a bubble tea assistant for a day.

As my partner (that's how he called me, nyehehehe..) has to work 8 hours (yesss EIGHT hours!) straight at Bintang Bubble Tea today, he begged me to rush there to accompanying him right after i finished my test.. to get rid of his boredom he said.

So andrew drove me there, we arrived at 7, where dd had only been working for 4 hours. and what i did was only watching him doing this and that, a bit learning about making a glass of bubble tea, reading OK magazine (which has nothing to do with education at all, hehe), having a chit-chat with him, and finally helping him counting the cash at till. today's a bit slow, maybe cause its weekdays, plus its Tuesday, where most ppl are going to Hoyts to enjoy the movies at special price..

Anyway, finally the clock showed "10.00", means its time to close the shop. but he still got another 1 hour to clean it up. we went home at 11, and he looked very tired while driving me home.. ooh that's why they call it 'work', honey... i don't know why i feel very tired as well, hehe.. and so sleepy.. hoaahhhmmm.. *menguap*

how the midtest went..

uhuuy, tes advert lumayan lancaarr, latihan soal yg kemaren dikasih htay-htay ternyata sangat2 bisa diandalkan.. tetep deh htay itu curtin's best tutor everr..

business policy tidak bgitu meyakinkan. soalnya 40, kalimatnya rumit, mesti dibaca berulang2 baru gw ngerti.. phuuuuhhh.. sekarang cuma bisa berdoa deh, ya Allah berikanlah aku hasil terbaik, amin... banyak bgt yg gw 'nembak', cuma pake common sense aja. kalo mikir kelamaan bisa2 ga cukup waktunya.. huuuuuu...

the bottom line is, i'm doing a lame test today :(
should put more effort on studying next time...

gagalnya belajar hari ini ;(

hehe. bsk ada 2 midtest: advertising & business policy. tp apa daya belajarnya terganggu terus.. ooh i'm soo easily get distracted when it comes to study.. hahaha..

1. pagi2 bangun tdr malah nyemil sana-sini, ada tamu (jon), mandi dll, belajar 2 chapter BP.

2. ada dede, malah kita asik2an ntn love is cinta di youtube.. astaga. even such a corny movie looks much more yummy than those lecture notes.

3. adi dateng, heboh ngomongin susahnya nyari rumah padahal udh kepepet harus cepet pindah. dan gara2 ada laptop odri lagi nangkring dgn manisnya diatas sofa, langsung deh gw browsing rental properties buat adi. lecture notes nya pun tanpa sadar udh kedudukan pantat gw sendiri..

4. siapin dinner dll, baca latihan2 soal advertising. eeh laptop terlihat begitu menggoda jadilah ku sign-in itu msn. chatting sm yodi & narra bentar, blajar lagi..

5. karena posisi belajar jg msh di sekitar laptop, tergodalah gw utk nge-blog. nyahahahha.. mau jadi apa ini besok.. untung aja soalnya cuma 40 multiple choice questions for each subject.


eh eh, kl ada yg di jakarta dan suka dengerin mustang fm, request2 lagunya SHOOBADUPAP yang judulnya GUNDAH atau DINI HARI ya! enak2 lho! *promosi* :D

High

When you're close to tears remember
Someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though its darker than december
What's ahead is a different colour
One day we're gonna get so high

And at the end of the day remember the days
When we were close to the end
And wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
Remember the way
We stayed so close to the end
We'll remember it was me and you

Cause we are gonna be
Forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky
Of love
Don't you think its time you started
Doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible
Is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high

- Lighthouse Family-

me and jare used to love and sing this song over and over again back then. aah and last nite when i heard this song played on wendy's iTunes, those memories are suddenly came up. i really missed her a lot. its been 19 days since she's gone. hard to describe how i feel. sometimes i can feel her soul watching me from the distance, so i can't cry. i won't let her see me crying.. i know she hates it. i know..

may you rest in peace, Jaredita Subandriyo. enjoy heaven :)

yes yessh.

hari ini cukup syenaang dan juga gempor setelah jalan2 berkeliling city.

- setelah nyari di boffin dan gak dapet (endingnya malah gw, wendy & adi duduk2 lesehan disitu sambil seenaknya berlama2 baca buku, tanpa beli, hehe), akhirnya ketemu juga buku PR Power di Angus and Robertson. asiknya lagi, ternyata disc 50% loh! hihiii, double yessh.

- dapet email dari InterMatrix Communication, katanya gw ketrima magang disitu. YESS. tapi masih dilemma, soalnya mereka lagi nggak ada event pas gw magang itu, jadinya ya gw nggak dpt apa2. mungkin mau nyari di hotel dulu..

- dapet 3 email isinya: rejection internship. aaahh seball. alasannya semua bilang mereka cuma small firm dan nggak ada space buat intern. huhu..

- dapet email dari mama, cerita kemaren ke rmh jare, ngobrol2 sama mama-papa jare. aduuh, jadi inget jaree... i miss my majareheee! what a perfect friend she is..

- muter2 city, liat ini dan itu, akhirnya pulang.

- dijemput dd, makan 2 piece feed di KFC, kuenyaanngggg. oohh i stuffed myself with so-unhealthy-junk-food.. tp enak. hehehehe..


random thought: pengen nonton bourne ultimatum, kayaknya seru. ayoooo, siapa yg blm nonton, bareng yookk... sama rattatoulle (bener g sih tulisannya?) jg lucu katanya..

blaa blii bluu.

tidak tau mau apa nih, lagi nunggu kelas jam 5 and i have to do my homework, hehe...

*jadi harusnya ya bikin PR doong..*

eeh tadi siang baru dapet loan phone dari 3 mobile, LG apaa gitu yg jadul modelnya berflip dan tebel, ada antena nya pula..

wew, hrs bersabar selama sebulan pake hp itu :(

gpp lah ya, daripada g ada sama sekali.. aah motorola kuu cepatlah sembuh km nak..

sejam lagi kls mulai, msh gatau hrs nulis apa buat corporation nya Perth Zoo..

lebih tertarik ngeblog daripada mikir, mwahah.

btw, application internship ku ditolak sama Byrne & Byrne Communication,

katanya mereka nggak punya vacant position buat intern,

huhuhu..

tetap berjuang lah ya..

resolusi.

ever heard the phrase "nobody's perfect" ?
hmm. when i see my own reflection in the mirror, i see a person who's faarrr far away from PERFECT. a moody, shallow, self-centered, and the list goes on.. girl. i can never describe myself, and always have random thoughts. i know i can't be perfect, but at least i'm starting to try to:

- be smart, read more books (the qualified ones).
- punya minat luas, minat apa kek..
- punya nyali yg lumayan besar to take risk.
- jadi pekerja keras.
- ambitious, in a good way.
- honest.
- have a trust in me to be able to achieve many things in the future.
- be baik hati :)
- have a positive thinking towards everything.

yes yess. makin tua harus berubah jadi makin baik dong yaaa, masa' mau bgini2 terus..

F21, valleygirl, sportsgirl, dotti.

Wew, barusan buka2 www.forever21.com bajunya lucu2 banget yaa! lagi model tunic2 gitu, sangat cocok buat menyembunyikan my tummy-bump xP ! dan keliatannya harganya cukup terjangkau kantong anak kost sperti saya ini, hehehe. unfortunately, we don't have one around here :( tapi katanya mau buka di Grand Indonesia di Jakarta ya? jangan2 jatohnya mahal kayak GAP..

Mungkin bisa dibilang Valleygirl itu F21 nya Aussie kali ya? check out www.valleygirl.com.au ! model2nya lumayan dan harganya berkisar antara AU$5 - AU$80. 80 dolar itu untuk item2 sejenis winter coat yang tebel2 gitu lah.. cukup terjangkau bukan? malah bbrp hari yg lalu gw beli classic buttoned-shirt yg jatohnya bagus, it only cost me AU$6 ! hahaaa, what a cheap-girl am i, huh?

tapi ya itulah, kadang2 modelnya suka obviously nyontek brand2 yang lebih mahal kayak SportsGirl dan Dotti (www.sportsgirl.com.au and www.dotti.com.au). Quality sih lumayan, selama ini baju2 VG gw kondisinya msh bagus kok walaupun udh dicuci dan dipake berkali2.

Mudah2an november nanti F21 di jkt udh buka yaa, nggak sabar pengen liat nih. I'm not a fashion freak, just wondering..

Back to my homework.

hari minggu sore.

yes yes, weekend tlah tiba.. tapi bsk udh mulai kuliah lagii, tuition free week sudah berakhir oohh rasanya cepat sekali yah. sepertinya mulai banyak kegiatan nih minggu2 besok ini.

monday:
- rush to 3 mobile in the city to return my loan phone which definitely isn't working, and grab the new one.
- having a group meeting at curtin (12pm).
- having class at 2.30.
- having lecture at 5 to 6, and showing up in another meeting for strategic marketing afterwards.
- guess i'll be home by 7. uggh..

tuesday:
- pay the phone and internet bill.
- meeting with Katharina Wolf (my PR lecture), ask about internship details.
- having lecture at 12, finished by 3.30pm.
- mulai beresin kamar, semua baju2 dan kardus2 dirapihin, mau pindah kamaarr..

wednesday:
- tutorial business policy (homework, homework !) i hate-hate-hate this subject! susyee, ga ngertiii..
- start to look for article for business insight.
- having tutorial PR.

thursday:
- hari ini offfffff, ga ada kelasss! yes yesshh.
- pindahan kamar (mungkin), ke kamar wendy since her sister is coming here this sat. i got the master bedroom which is very-very big it's designed for two ppl, so i swap with wendy's smaller room.

friday:
- hari ini cuma ada 1 kelas, strategic marketing jam 12 - 1.30.
- apply job di Nando's VicPark ah, hehe, wish me luck yah!


hari ini perasaannya pengen tidur terus nih. semenjak mama bawain guling dari jakarta, tdr jadi kerasa 2 kali lebih comfy daripada biasanya. hahaha.. *muka bantal udh siap2 tidur*. but i have loads of homework due tomorrow, so i should let my eyes opened for another 4 hours before going up to my room ;(

hope you guys enjoy your weekend..

me in detailed.

my name is andita vernada. was born in Jakarta the hectic city, january 29th '87 (yes yes i'm 20 years old). i can't describe how i live my life and how's life been treating me. as long as i feel happy, i'm happy with it..

i love to learn about anything. i love books, but not really into music. i can't play any instrument at all, and never be able to learn how to play it. hehe..

i also love to see how others live their life so i can learn much from it.

hello melloo !

aah, finally. my third blog in blogspot, hehe. hope it works and will last long :)